Well today and yesterday were better days. I got moved today back to my old room, and the light at the end of the tunnel has been defined a little more clearly - I think I actually see it now! Obviously the longer the better for the babies, but they can't really seem to figure out what is going on, and I think to be on the safe side, they are pulling the plug at 34 weeks. This is only 2 weeks and 3 days from now. I don't have a "scheduled time" yet for the OR, but I'm pretty sure it's happening week after next, provided we don't take a turn for the worse and have to go sooner.
Plus my sister came out to see me today and we had lunch together and talked for a couple hours, and it was great. I'm glad we only live 3 hours away from each other - closer would be even better. Maybe one day we can become Amish and homeschool our kids and grow vegetables together.
I also am looking forward to seeing my husband tonight - I didn't get to see him yesterday because he spent the whole day working very hard at rearranging the bedrooms and assembling some bunkbeds with the help of some wonderful friends. I can't wait to see it! He said it's going to be like extreme home makeover when I get home. I haven't seen the kids since Sunday, because that little room that they had me in was not a very room for kids to visit, so I'm looking forward to seeing them tomorrow. Needless to say my mood is much better, and I have a renewed determination to stay sane for the remainder of this hospital stay!