Well today and yesterday were better days. I got moved today back to my old room, and the light at the end of the tunnel has been defined a little more clearly - I think I actually see it now! Obviously the longer the better for the babies, but they can't really seem to figure out what is going on, and I think to be on the safe side, they are pulling the plug at 34 weeks. This is only 2 weeks and 3 days from now. I don't have a "scheduled time" yet for the OR, but I'm pretty sure it's happening week after next, provided we don't take a turn for the worse and have to go sooner.
Plus my sister came out to see me today and we had lunch together and talked for a couple hours, and it was great. I'm glad we only live 3 hours away from each other - closer would be even better. Maybe one day we can become Amish and homeschool our kids and grow vegetables together.
I also am looking forward to seeing my husband tonight - I didn't get to see him yesterday because he spent the whole day working very hard at rearranging the bedrooms and assembling some bunkbeds with the help of some wonderful friends. I can't wait to see it! He said it's going to be like extreme home makeover when I get home. I haven't seen the kids since Sunday, because that little room that they had me in was not a very room for kids to visit, so I'm looking forward to seeing them tomorrow. Needless to say my mood is much better, and I have a renewed determination to stay sane for the remainder of this hospital stay!
Sarah, I just read your whole blog for December and January. I had no idea you were going through all of this! I am so impressed by your attitude and your thoughts! I will keep you and your baby boys in my prayers. I actually have a friend in our congregation here who is expecting twins and is being warned that she may be put in the hospital at 24 weeks. It was so good to read your perspective on all of it. I will pray for many continued blessings and 2 healthy boys born to bring glory to God!
ReplyDeleteyay! I'm so glad you are back in the big room and have a date in sight! you have done it!!!! :) I'm SOOOO proud of you! you are one amazing bun in the oven..uh..maker? love you nd thrilled you are still there..for what thats' worth! call you soon!
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